preparing for SNMPTN

hhuuuft
that's so tired, from now i should prepare my self to face national Examination and national selection to get UNiverstity (SNMPTN)

i should reopen my book from class 10 until 12, the subject are : Mathematics, physics, chemistery, biology, english, and indonesia.

i should recontruction my brain to remember my memories about that subjects.
i always feel confused ,and i wanna cry when i can't remember it. i regret, i didn't use my time to study hard before.

i wanna get FTI (faculty tekhnology of Industri) ITB (institut tekhnologi bandung), i should study hard to get it. wish i can get It from snmptn undangan.
all plizz pray for me :(
i wanna get there

allah swt. plizz help me to reach that,

bissmillah.....